Monday, November 5, 2012

since i'm bored

# i'm falling from cloud 9, crashing from the high




 I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me


These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

                                   i love this ! HA..........HA.........HA.. just enjoy this video baby =..='



* I don't even know why, but this song reminds me of someone. i'm pathetic girl. sometimes.

saya hensem :))

# I have your arms around me, warm like fire
But when I open my eyes, you're gone



hai anak-anak sekalian ! pd pkul 9.34 p.m. saya masih tidak dapat menerima hakikat ada exam add math. Err, hari rabu ni kot. dah la tak study lagi. truth comes second izzah.. huwaa, masa kecik2 pernah la jugak pasang impian nak ambik medic. tapi, mampu ke aku? ambik subjek sains tulen pun terhegeh-hegeh kejar cikgu ajar. lagipun aq bukan pandai mana pun. Jadi bila aq dah fikir yang cita2 aq yang langsung tak logik tu tak mungkin aq capai so aq berhasrat nk amik TESL ! aq suke english ! err..tp x pndai mana jugak. Plan dah cun tapi nak dapat english A+++ bukan senang. It needs to be extra effort. Btw, aq nk baju baru sebenarnya. Aq nak guna duit dalam bank act..fuuuu..ayattttt..aq kesian dekat umi aq sebenarnya. lagipun, aq nak beli high heels jugak. takpelah, mintak dgn umi lagi..hahaha *ayat keling weh ..jadi ape tujuan aq cakap ni ? heh? buat dunno jelah :) aq pun tak faham.

tadi suruh kakak aq ajar chemi. bila aq tanya soalan, dy pun takleh jawab. eeee..geramnyaa..ahhhh..tension2 ! dy dapat A kot time spm ! hbis hilang mood nak belajar so baik update blog lagi :3 . kesimpulannya, jom update blog ! tapi aq benci blog aq. boring and ntah pape. kadang2 aq malu nak bace balik post2 yang sebelum nih..wuwuuuuu..btw hari ni spm kan kan kan? gudluck lah utk bdk2 spm. fuh, stres btul cakap pasal spm. jgn stres stres?nanti cepat tua..kalau dah stres jadi macam aq. jadi leka leka leka all the time. bila leka krg akn bwt sesuka hati. hajat mase kecik nk amik medic. jgn risau sbb tu hanyalah mimpi :) .*xde kaitan dahla aq noob. jgn mrh. last but not least, aq nak sambung tgk korea ni...weeeeeeeeee..bye



*oh my little cute add math



 Twitter is a must for me, lol. So, maybe I will not update this blog frequently. ceh bajet femes. *yawn* goodnight, people ! assalamualaikum.