On a side note, yes I'm still alive, I've just had a few projects keeping me very busy (i got many list of korean movies from my friend actually, muahaha).  I hope to start regularly updating my blog again soon. I'm really busy right now so my blog might be a little empty until I catch up :(

I haven’t been blogging more than a couple times a week for several months now, so I know it’s going to be a challenge to write something new now. I like that, though. So I’m going to be blogging every day now. i hope so.

This week, have been insanely busy and full of stressful. I’ve come home exhausted every day and want to do nothing but crawl into bed. Besides, I was in a really sad, frustrated, and angry mood on Thursday. I was literally about to cry because my teacher scolded me. It was such a stressful time and even now, I still become sad thinking about it.That makes me sad… and kind of freaks me out.

Sometimes I have bad days and that’s okay.

Sometimes I need my friends who always make me laugh.

Sometimes I feel broken and sometimes I am full of passion.

 Sometimes I wonder what the point of this post. And sometimes I think, this… this is it...little bored

 I’m not sure where this post is going or how it should end. I just know that I want to share my thoughts, share a little bit about what it was like for me. But I found support and I feel like I can stand again.  this is what my umi teach me when i felt sombre,,

'You learn. You grow. You move on'.

cool

p/s : marry someone who will make you fall in love with Allah every single day.

aidilfitri 2012

salam aidilfitri to makcik pakcik sekalian~nasib baik hari raya ni agak x boring sbb both of my sis kt jordan balik, maybe thun dpn x balik dh. hari raya kami mmg x pernah nk ada tema kaler bagai, well, as usual la kan. adik beradik perempuan aq mmg ramai. 5 orang. we can't wear same thing as others. we hate that. so, umi amik inisiatif pakailah baju tidur hatta baju melayu sekalipun. weee..tp kami masih berfikiran waras.

my family and I. adik laki aq x muat frame pn,terpksa duduk ats umi. sepatutnya x pyh masuk frame pn takpe..wkaka

                                                                                   perfect blue

 

macam nak kawin pn ade aq tgk.

 

baby alive

 

muka aq macam makcik ade ank 10. apakah?

 

yg tua sibuk di dapur..yg muda?

yg muda sibuk tgk monte carlo.

 

taken at ? ------>rumah manis rumah

i hate description~

bizarre conversation ?

Di satu petang yang hening....#time oral


teacher : tell me what is stress without looking at your text.

me : stress is ____________________ bla bla bla..

teacher : how did u handle your stress?

me : to make things not to become miserable, i will tell my mom everything and she will give me some advice.

teacher : great ! you are an obedient daughter !

me : ye memang   =.='


p/s :  May you and your family have the best taste of this holy month of Ramadan! ramadhan kareem !!

my lovely little brother

hai ! sorry lah post aq sebelum2 ni macam nonsense n tak bagi manfaat pun, tak pun aq akan mengutuk orang or mencarut sesuka hati. muahaha..hari tu aq menternak lemak kt haza bistro. and yang paling exciting of this whole thing is makanan tak sedap ! 

aq pergi sebab nak sambut bufde adik aq ekceli. my bro dah besar, 9 tahun sudah..dulu mase kecik comel je. tapi bila dah besar..ceit..dah la mengata aq sesuka hati. Tapi aq syg sgt adik aq ni. dy sangat petah berkata2 dan rajin baca buku. Buku2 yang dy baca macam aq tak pernah baca. Arnab dan kura kura? pak pandir ? buaya dan kancil yang bijak? no3..dy tak baca buku macam tuh. siryesly,aq baca buku macam tuh sepanjang zaman kanak2. contoh2 buku yang dy baca macam umar al khatab, abu bakar, zubair al awwam, mus'ab, talhah, hamzah, usman, al-fateh, ali, abbas bin abdul mutalib etc etc. <----aq tny dy smbil tulis blog muahaha..umi ajar dy baca buku macam ni,pergi masjid everytime masuk waktu solat,baca quran pagi n petang, ajar jd imam, hantar sekolah agama, hafal al-quran since kecik sebab he is the only boy in our family. dy suka jugak baca majalah and pasal politik dalam paper hari2..aq pelik dengan perangai dy..he acts like 15 years old boy ! hari tu dy baca majalah solusi, dy pun tanya umi 

aq malas nak citer..haha..baca lah sendiri ye..  

kecomelan semakin berkurang dari setiap saat ?

umi sayang sangat budak ni..lagi2 bila anak bongsu. umi kan ade 5 prmpuan n sorang ni je lelaki..the same goes to me and siblings. setiap kali exam, dy akan dpt no 1. Bila umi tanya nak hadiah ape, dy akan cakap nak hadiah buku. aq pernah bagi hadiah mainan time dy punye bufde tapi dy x main langsung u know -___- ..dy suka main teka2 ngan aq..contoh soalan dy macam ni..

adik : acik..cuba teka mazhab hanbali byk kt mane?
acik : em..mano acik taw..huh
adik : mazhab hanbali banyak kt jordan la acik..tu pun tak taw.
acik : em..suka hati lah

fuhh..memang annoying budak ni bila dy saje teka banyak2 kali kat aq..mentang2 aq tak tahu..hari tu dy cakap dy kena buli kat sekolah. aq pun jumpa budak tuh..dah la baru darjah 2..gangster betul..aq marah budak tu and cubit. *jgn ckp aq jht..uwuwu.. sape suruh baling batu kat adik aq. haha..ketar2 dy kena marah ngan aq..i love my brother so much, and even sape sentuh adik aq..wait for my 'cubit' muahaha..cubit je weh ! baek dah tu..

dear lamy2...aq dah cakap ko tanak dengar..haha

kite nampak husam musa aww..haha !

ya Allah..i'm so grateful for every moment i spent with him. Thanks for your wonderful gift to me..alhamdulillah

p/s : aq malas lagi nak tulis,,kalau aq rajin nanti aq sambung tulis la eh..tata ! nak pergi tusyen chemi pulak..

weeeeeeeeeding

Konnichiwa!

hari ni aq pergi weeding sedare aq..syarifah syahida al-yahya. Weeding dy ala-ala arabic sikit. Jadi tema diorang pakai jubah. terkejut i taw. tak taw pulak i sorang ikut tema ! tapi bila datang weeding ni,macam aq rase menyesal sebab x bawak head phone. sekurang-kurangya aq boleh tutup telinga. yes,aq tahu diorang ikut tema arabic tapi jangan la lagu pun semua arab punya..sobss..dah la x sedap. kalau aq la kan, guna lah lagu boyfriend ke, it will rain ke, it will snowy ke..stormy and so on...pape je lah..janji aq paham wkakaka..

banyak tetamu kat sini sep2 syed + syarifah. lelaki kat sini hensem sangat..well,syed kan. unfortunately, sombong nak mampos. Jalan kat tepi pun jeling. Dah la sambil makan chewing gum. Ape ko ingt ko dah cool habis la makan sambil jalan? aq pun boleh la,bukan setakat chewing gum..nak makan nasi sambil berdiri pun aq boleh bro..

                           

  

view kat rumah ni hensem je kan?tapi busuk ! ekeke..x masal..bukan busuk sbb ape tapi sbb dy ade kuda..kuda x kan x berak kan..hehek...tahi kuda tu,,perghh..memang kalah perfume aq beli kat pasar malam.

                                       itu hari sangat panas maa..rase macam duduk dalam oven.

                                          mak cik qis sibuk describe pengantin yang x comel..hahaha

                                                                      say cheeeseeeeeeeeeeeee

                        weeding dy sangat cantik sampai aq pun terasa macam nak kahwin muahaha

                                                  dalam goody bag ade telur dinosaur

jangan ckap aq x sakit hati bila diorang kahwin punya lah vogue tapi ni je yang dy bagi?jangan ingat aq jahat sbb  bukan setakat aq yang merungut..aq dengar mak cik lain pun merungut jugak ! muahaha